Monday, November 30, 2009

JouRney Of LoVe



Let us journey into a endless sea of love
Where dreamers have always dreamt of
Let our destiny take us so ever far away
It’s our hearts guiding us along the way.

Let’s promise our hearts, to one another
Promise to cherish and love, for forever
Embracing love, My heart falls in place
With just a loving smile upon your face.

Let’s adventure, in the depths of the sea
A place where deep emotions, flow free
Capture my heart, with loving affection
Love will guide us in the right direction.

I fell for you, I fell as petals from a rose
With you I’ll blossom, for you I’d grow
Let’s bring our hearts destiny into place
It’s our journey of love our hearts chase

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

^^AloNe ToGeTher^^



As days passed by, as months goes by,
Each season brings in a new feeling with them…
Each season uncovers a new desire for you.

I want to lay with you in the fields of flowers,
Enjoying the fragrances of spring…
I want to lay with you by the cool water,
During the hot boiling summers…
I want to stroll along your side, admiring the changing colours of leaves,
During the fall of the sweetest autumns…
I want to find shelter in the warmth of your arms,
From the harsh cold of the winters…


The soft roars of the wind make the leaves tremble…
The way my knees tremble,
When I think of you.

I can’t stand up,
I just feel like laying down…
In the freshly cut grass, the sweet fragrances of flowers mixed together…
Looking up to the blue sky ahead,
I close my eyes…
Lost in your thoughts.
I wonder what you are doing right now…
Listening to the whistling sound of the wind,
I’ll let it carry my dreams of you along.

When I’ll open my eyes again,
The sun rays caress my skin,
Softly, gently…
The way I wish your lips would.
The warmth of the sun spreads slowly,
Lightly
Lightly, I feel like I can spread my arms
And let the wind carry me away…
Away, somewhere…
Where you are.


But instead, it’s my hair that’s getting carried away…
Wonder how it will feel to run my fingers through your hair…

A Love Written in the Stars ....!!!!!!!!!!!!



Each time I'm with you- it still isn't enough.
Each hug we share, each time we kiss,
My love for you is not fully expressed... it can't be.

I love you beyond your face,
Beyond your smile, beyond you body.
I love everything about you,
I love your heart.

This love I feel inside
Is like no other I have ever felt before.
This one is so special, so magical.
Each time I look at you
I see a handsome face with a gorgeous heart.
The longer I look at you,
The more I know I am loved.

Each gentle kiss drives me crazy,
Each hug makes me want to cry-
Because I know what we have is so precious,
And I am so blessed to have you to hold.

I love you more than words,
More than there are stars in the sky.
But as long as Pegasus flies in the night sky
And as long as Orion stands proud above the world,
I will love you.

WhisPers..............




When I close my eyes, I hear a voice
Deep inside me, I hear you calling me
Whispering softly; expressing your rejoice
For the love you could now set free

I have no doubt, the deeper inside I look
I see your presence around my soul
You know my heart wasn’t all you took
It wasn’t the only thing you stole

So deep in my thoughts at night
I hear you whisper my name as I dream
Don’t be afraid; everything’s alright
No matter how things might seem

Whispers is what I hear when I am alone
Coming from your soul and your heart
Telling me that I’m not on my own
There’s nothing that would keep us apart

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 6

His lids lowered, Indigo gently stroked her head. Masculine satisfaction filled him. Avril looked like a well-loved woman.

She snuggled against him, resting in the crook of his arm. Silky blond hair cascaded over his bare chest, just as it had in forbidden dreams.

“I wish I could stay here.”

“Your wish is my command.” He nodded at the Anastasia charm lying on the nightstand. “Go on, use it.”

“I can’t. It’s for the clan’s use to fulfill important dreams. The clan needs it more than I do.”

“And what about your dreams, Avril?”

Indigo rolled over and captured the amulet in his hands. “You can make one wish come true. One dream. Wish something for yourself. Your whole life, you’ve always done everything expected of you.”

“Not true. I break the rules as I wish, as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone else,” she said thickly. “You didn’t deserve what happened when we were found together. I can’t hurt you like that again.”

He set down the charm and cupped her heart-shaped face, hating the shadows of worry beneath her eyes.

“Chère, I can take care of myself. You have to do what’s right for you. Go after your dreams, and stop worrying about everyone else’s needs.”

Moonlight streaming through the window silvered her worried expression. She wrapped her fingers around his wrists, as if anchoring herself to him. He nearly groaned as those slender digits began stroking his skin. “I can’t stop thinking about your needs, and how I let you go.”

“Not your fault. Daddy dearest banished me.”

“My father did it because he worried I might mate you. If I had been more discreet, you would still be with us.”

“Secret was never good enough for me,” he muttered, running his thumbs in circles over her hollowed cheeks. “I wanted you at my side, proud to be with me.”

Avril’s long dark lashes lowered. “Return with me, Indigo. Please, we can be together if you live close to me.”

“In the open, or hiding what we feel?”

The answer came in her deep, anguished sigh.

Indigo withdrew his hands. “If you would have me, it’d have to be honest, for all to see. I wouldn’t want you hiding my bite from the world, as if my marking you was a cause of shame.”

“I could never be ashamed of you.”

“But if you had to choose between the clan and me? I live as Draicon now, Avril. Werewolf. The vampire world and its rules are far behind me.”

She sat up, the sheet spilling to her waist, exposing her full, pale breasts. “I can’t give up my clan, Indigo, my way of life.”

“If Xavier sees my mark, you may not have a choice.”

“Oh.” Avril put a hand to her neck and then put on the velvet band to hide it.

Torment swirled in her lovely eyes. Indigo’s guts twisted. He hated to see her upset. Even though that look signaled a crashing end to all they’d shared.

She would not risk giving up her clan for him.

“I’ll never be enough for you, will I, chère? Never enough to fill your life,” he asked in a low voice. His chest felt like someone dumped wet sandbags on it.

“It’s not that, it’s… They’re my family.” Her head dropped. “I need to get some air.”

She swung her legs over the side of the bed, reached for her clothing and dressed.

Indigo wanted to charge after her as she left. Then he heard it. Muffled sobs.

His heart lurched. He didn’t know what to do. Maybe she needed space. Indigo stared at the Anastasia charm.

He leaped out of bed, shrugged into his clothes. The hell with space. His female was hurting, bad, so how could he let her walk out?

A low scream sent his blood racing. Indigo raced downstairs, wishing his vampire abilities would return.

As he headed for the front gates, he hoped he wasn’t too late to help Avril.

Another 2 more chapter....coming soon

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 5

Sexual intent blazed through him. Indigo, the half vampire, half werewolf. His blood was now rushing through her body.

He wanted to sink his fangs and his cock deep inside her. Feed from her while possessing every luscious inch of Avril’s lovely body. Watch as her long, silky hair feathered over his pillow, her eyes closed with sheer pleasure as he brought her from one exhausting peak to another.

The dominant male roared to take her.

Avril licked her lips. Arousal flared in her eyes.

Damn, she was ready, too. But how could she return to her clan, the scent of him stamped on her like an ink pad, his bite mark an announcement of their intimate bond?

She traced his lower lip with a finger, dipped it inside. He nearly moaned as she touched one fang.

Avril raised her brows. “You’re hungry, too.”

Stunned, he prodded his teeth. Instead of the wolf canines that emerged when his Draicon self was aroused, these teeth were sharper.

“You brought back the vampire in me.” His passion rose at the feel of the warm female curled against him. Her tight, rounded bottom ground against him, making him rock-hard. Her long blond hair was a mass of tousled curls, her cheeks glowed with a rosy flush, her mouth…

Indigo drew her gently to him, and nuzzled her neck above the wide velvet band. He breathed softly into her ear. Satisfaction filled him as she writhed against him.

Kissing her, Indigo cupped her breasts. He kneaded and caressed, his tongue thrusting deep into her mouth.

He unbuttoned her shirt, smiling a little as he saw the bra’s front clasp. With swift ease, he unhooked it. Passion rose as he watched her pale breasts spill free. A rosy flush of arousal tinted her delicate skin. He took one raspberry peak into his mouth and suckled her, loving her excited whimpers. Avril slid back and forth against his throbbing erection. His tongue flicked circles around the cresting peak, lust spiking into a fevered hunger.

Hunger to sink his fangs deep into her.

Startled, he recoiled violently, staring at the reddened mark he’d left. The vampire inside was dangerously aroused.

Wrestling for control, he gently pushed her off his lap. Indigo moved away from the temptation, trying to erase the fantasy of sliding between her open legs.

“Indigo. I want you.” Longing filled her voice, but he heard fear and hesitation, too.

“More than the risk of never going back, Avril?”

When she made no reply, a heavy weight settled on his chest. He was Changling, shunned by his vampire clan who had always looked down their noses at him. I have a home here. I can’t go back.

He pulled free the Anastasia charm, stared at the lovely blue glow emanating from it. This was the only reason Avril had come to him. Even though every cell in his body cried out for her, he had to remember.

As Avril dressed, Indigo went to the kitchen. He opened the stainless steel fridge, withdrew a packet of raw meat. Sitting at the glassed table, he ate the beef off a china plate.

Her scent hit him like a freight train as she glided into the kitchen a few minutes later. Like all her kind, Avril moved in silence.

Curiosity flared on her face as she glanced at the bones he dumped into the trash. “Don’t you have to feed?”

Indigo shrugged. “I’m Draicon, sustained by meat. Feeding for me was more pleasure than nourishment.”

Appreciation flickered in her eyes as she ran a slender hand over the polished granite countertop. “Your home is stylish. That antique iron headboard is lovely.”

“You sound surprised. Why? Because Draicon wolves have no taste?”

He dropped the plate into the spotless sink. The clatter echoed his own shattered emotions.

Eyes the color of spring blooms narrowed. “Back off, Indigo Mercier. You know I’m not like my clan, my nose up in the air. You always had sophisticated style.”

Abashed, he offered a halfhearted shrug. “Except when it comes to clothing. More functional, less fuss.”

Avril’s smile punched him in the gut. It radiated warmth and home. Damn, he craved her, and the closeness of having sex with her.

It clicked. “The headboard… You checked out my bedroom?”

Pink flushed her cheeks. “It’s a nice bed, very comfortable-looking.”

She hugged herself, her body seeming to fold into itself. “I suppose you’ve had many women in it.”

Indigo crossed the distance between them, lifted her chin with one palm. He forced her gaze to meet his.

“Never,” he said softly. “I’ve never taken another woman here.”

Surprise flared in her eyes. “But you’ve had other women?”

“Their places. I’m no celibate, but I wanted only one woman in my bed. And if I could never have you again, then I vowed to sleep in it alone.”

Stark longing filled her expression. “Then maybe I should do something about that. No regrets.”

The delicate aroma of her arousal sailed straight to his groin. Oh man, she was breathing heavily, her pupils dilated until nearly all the violet vanished. Avril moistened her mouth.

No regrets.

Indigo took her by the hand and led her into his bedroom. He closed the door, leaned against it. Intent blazed in his eyes.

He would claim her and nothing could stop him. It was like halting a locomotive.

She wanted him equally.

His boots thudded across the wood floor as he neared. Avril raised her chin and looked at him.

Indigo’s fingers splayed her head. His kiss was brutal, passionate and claiming, the kiss of a warrior claiming his true mate.

She surrendered, sliding her arms around his neck. When his mouth moved away from hers, a vulnerable look entered his eyes.

“I’ve felt so alone since I left you,” he quietly confessed, tracing her lower lip. “No matter how many women I’ve had, I could never forget you.”

They tore off each other’s clothing. The space between her legs felt wet and open as she stared at his magnificent male body. His cock was long and thick as it jutted out from a nest of dark curls.

She fell backward as he pinned her to the bed. He kissed her, stroking the inside of her mouth with his tongue. Her fingers traced his collarbone. His rich musky scent filled her senses.

Big hands capable of destruction were gentle as he caressed her. A half sob choked from her as he raised himself up and gazed down at her tenderly. “You’re so beautiful, my Avril. I’ve wished for this moment.”

Indigo’s fingers tunneled into the thick, dark curls covering her groin. When he slid a finger across her slick, wet cleft, she twisted and pumped her hips up in nameless need.

Each stroke brought her higher and higher, aching as the fires built to an incredible tension. She couldn’t stand it.

Avril dug her nails into his shoulders and wriggled her hips, trying to push herself beneath him.

Indigo slid between her opened legs. She felt the knob of his cock nudge her wet entrance, then he thrust deep inside. He felt impossibly big, the pressure making her flinch at first.

Silky hair on his chest rubbed against her sensitive breasts as he moved. Sweat beaded on his temples as he drove his hips harder and faster, her legs anchored around his waist. The pretty iron headboard banged against the wall with the force of his thrusts.

“Give it to me, chère, c’mon, let go, let go,” he told her.

Sensations pummeled her. The pressure escalated until she felt it overcome her. Avril arched beneath him and sobbed as she came.

He growled with satisfaction and pushed into her again, then threw back his head. A loud roar tore from him as his big body shuddered, and the wet warmth of his seed flooded her. He shuddered again, then lay atop her.

Indigo rolled off, nuzzled her neck as he drew her to him. Drunk with sensual lassitude, she curled against him, feeling the heat of their bodies.

His ragged breath echoed in her ear.

“Take it off, chère. I need to see your neck.”

Lassitude fled. Avril clapped a hand over the choker. “No.”

Indigo’s dark gaze burned into hers. “No secrets between us. If you’re blood bonded, I have to know who it is.”

Mouth dry as sawdust, she watched as he removed the velvet band. Indigo’s eyes widened as he gazed at the ugly crimson X on her neck.

“That son of a… Your father red-marked you?”

Avril looked away, humiliation crawling over her. “After you left, Father prohibited males from taking my blood for one hundred years. The mark is more than a warning to vampires, Indigo. I can’t enthrall humans, either, so I can’t even feed from them. My only choice is to feed from Victor, who volunteered.”

Her voice dropped. “You’re the only one who’s ever taken my blood.”

“Come here,” he said gently.

He rocked her in his arms, resting his chin atop her head. “I’m sorry, chère. I didn’t know they’d condemn you as well.”

“The ban lifts next week. After one hundred years of taking only Victor’s pure vampire blood, I’m considered clean again.” Her expression fell. “Father said taking your blood tainted me.”

“Why didn’t you leave?”

“And go where? You saw the mark. I’d starve. It gets removed next week. Until it does, I’m a pariah.”

Indigo drew her close. “I never dreamed I’d cause you so much trouble.”

She ran a hand over his naked chest. “I’d do it again, for you. I want you to take my blood again, Indigo. I want our bond strengthened.”

Instinct flared as she scented his bloodlust.

“Take me, Indigo. Put your mark on me,” she whispered.

He laid her back against the pillows, the bed soft and warm beneath her. Indigo straddled her body. Cupping the back of her head with one hand, he nuzzled the vulnerable curve of her throat. His tongue swept over her skin, then with a cry that seemed to come from deep inside him, he sank his fangs into her neck.

Pain flared, replaced by intense pleasure. Avril slid her arms around him, holding him close. He slid between her legs and inside her once more.

He took her blood as his hips drove into her. Trembling with passion, she arched and flexed with each move. She wanted only his muscled body in hers, his fangs sinking into her trembling flesh. Avril tensed and screamed as a climax slammed into her.

Indigo withdrew his fangs. He flung his head back and cried out her name, as his powerful body convulsed. When it was over, he rolled off and cradled her to him.

She’d never felt more content in her whole life.

Or more scared. What would happen when she left him?

How could she bear to have her heart broken once more?

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 4

Avril had never forgotten the half vampire, half werewolf who had been her first lover and the first to take her blood. When Indigo left, her father punished her. Only Victor had been allowed to feed her, and the vampire now wanted to mate her.

Indigo’s half brother had become her only source of sustenance, when all she’d ever wanted was Indigo himself.

Hunger pulled at her, as if someone were wringing her stomach like wet laundry. Fangs elongated in her mouth, ready to pierce and take.

Silence dripped between them, broken by the garbled chatter of tourists, and the clacking of stilettos as two women brushed past on the sidewalk.

Indigo’s dark eyes regarded her in the waxing moonlight. “You always followed the rules, Avril. Why risk breaking a big one to take the blood of a half-breed outcast again?”

Needing the contact, Avril brushed her fingers against his. “I used to follow the rules. Until the day of my Blood Rite when you came into the room. And then I realized some rules are worth breaking.”

Hunger grew as she sensed the hot blood pulsing through his strong veins, the life essence she craved.

“You made me want to break the rules,” she whispered. “All of them.”

He gently laced his fingers through hers. The contact felt electrifying.

Fifteen minutes later, they arrived at a set of green barnlike doors.

Indigo unlocked the gates, hustled her inside, bolted the gates. In the narrow corridor was a shiny chrome-and-navy Harley Davidson motorcycle. Avril touched a handlebar.

Indigo had never conformed to driving the elite, expensive sedans preferred by the clan vampires.

They crossed a brick courtyard lined by trees and plants. Silver moonlight dappled a wrought iron table and chairs.

“Your house?” she asked.

“My friend Jamie’s. The house is divided into several apartments, but she leaves them empty so she and her pack have a place to stay when they visit. She asked me to be caretaker. In return, she gave me an apartment to live in.”

“Jamie?”

“Now lives in New Mexico with her mate, Damien, who’s like a brother to me.” He unlocked a door and escorted her up a long flight of whitewashed stairs.

He unlocked another door and they stepped into a small entry hall. The hall opened to a spacious living room with a butter-soft leather sofa, wide-screen television and overstuffed chairs. Bookcases held a whimsical collection of glass elephants with raised trunks.

His broad shoulders shrugged as she gestured to the collection. “Supposed to be good luck.”

He settled back on the sofa, thighs and arms spread wide in a confident pose. Tilting his head to one side, he drew back his long curls. “Come here, chère.”

Hunger now screamed as her fangs elongated. When she approached, Indigo gave a soft smile. “Take your fill of me. All of me.”

Need and anticipation raced through her. He was so sexy, with his big body ready to give nourishment. The vein on the side of his neck throbbed with life.

Avril sat beside him. He pulled her into his broad lap. Startled, she drew back.

“Relax, I just want to give you what you need.” His voice was a velvet brush of sensual anticipation.

On his muscled right bicep was a red tattoo of a broken heart pierced by two vampire fangs. She traced the edges. “Did I do this?”

Indigo quivered beneath her gentle touch. “Leaving you did it.”

She breathed in his masculine scent. The 100 years of her confinement would end in a week. She would be acceptable to the clan again. But if the clan discovered she’d taken Indigo’s blood a second time, Father would banish her.

How could she live apart from her clan? After sleeping with Indigo, she’d always obeyed the rules. Because to do anything else risked losing everything, and she’d already lost so much.

Yet she craved Indigo like an addict needing a fix. Needed his hot blood pouring into her.

As if sensing her hesitation, he tilted his head. “Avril? It’s just you and me. Come here, chère, you’re so hungry, I can feel you trembling.”

Instinct took over. Avril bent her head to the strong muscles in his neck. Her mouth nuzzled his skin. She ran her tongue over the throbbing vein, felt him inhale on a breathy gasp.

Her fangs sank deep. Indigo trembled as she swallowed nourishment in great, dragging pulls. Avril tasted his strength, his power and intellect, the delicious mixture of vampire and werewolf like a high-octane cocktail.

His arms wrapped around her, anchoring her to him. Finally, Avril forced herself to withdraw, then licked and sealed the puncture marks. She blinked at him in drowsy satisfaction.

“Thank you.”

He brushed back a strand of hair from her face. “My Avril.”

The possessive tone sent alarm bells clanging in her head. Once she had been his. No longer.

Shifting her weight, she became aware of his chiseled body, the big thigh muscles clenching beneath her. He was tensed, coiled power.

Her eyes flew open as the space between her legs met his erection. Indigo was a hot-blooded, muscled male, his blood surging thickly with the need for sex.

He ran a finger over her cheek. Passion smoldered in his dark gaze.

“I want you, Avril. In my bed, naked beneath me, and I won’t stop until I have you.”

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 3

Indigo’s coffee-colored gaze pierced hers, waiting. “Why does that bastard Victor want the Anastasia charm? Is he the one chasing you?”

Avril nodded.

“I need answers.”

Avril explained how her father had removed the pendant from its hiding place. Every 50 years the amulet had to be used or its powers waned. Xavier used the Anastasia charm to help an ailing member of their vampire clan and afterward, Victor “borrowed” the charm.

Tension knotted her stomach. “Victor said he wanted to wish me into mating him. But that’s not why I stole it.”

“Not reason enough?”

“The charm only grants each person one wish. He wanted to destroy all Draicon because he hates werewolves. I think he wanted that more than he wanted to mate me.”

“Killing off an entire race? He bluffed,” Indigo asserted.

“I caught him saying the words and stopped him.”

He cursed softly. Avril pushed at her hair.

“You know how dangerous, and determined, he is. You must find a way to keep the charm safe.”

He flashed her a mocking smile. “I’m no superman, or superwolf, chère. Why me?”

“Because you’re the only one I can trust,” she burst out. “Everyone else I know is always out for themselves. You were the only one there for me when I really needed you. I need you now, Indigo.”

He approached until he stood barely a foot away. She inhaled his delicious scent of pine and leather. Indigo trailed a finger over her cheek.

“You asked me once for a favor, and look what happened,” he murmured. “Are you so certain I’m the right choice again?”

Avril closed her eyes. One hundred years ago, and yet the moment was still vivid. She was 18, sitting on the ceremonial bed prior to the Blood Rite. Victor had been chosen to be the first to take her blood. The thought terrified Avril. Alone with Indigo, who’d stopped by to wish her well, she’d begged him to be her first.

Indigo had been gentle, his tongue lapping over her skin in soothing caresses. His bite was piercing and erotic. Pleasure escalated until they tore at each other’s clothing. Avril had taken his blood and surrendered her virginity. When the clan arrived for the ceremony, Victor had nearly torn Indigo’s head off. He had convinced her father that Avril was ruined by his half brother’s mixed blood.

Avril’s eyes opened. She studied her ex-lover. “Those things, Morphs, your enemies. They kept dividing. What are they?”

“Draicon gone bad by killing a close relative. They do it to gain greater power. They have the ability to clone themselves.”

She shivered. “Only Draicon? What about Changlings? Could you turn Morph?”

No emotion showed in those dark eyes. “I suspect it’d cause trouble for my vampire side. Now it’s my turn to ask questions. How did you stop Victor from making a wish?”

“I kissed him.”

A low growl rumbled from his deep chest. “You couldn’t have knocked him over the head?”

“It wasn’t the kiss that stopped him. I ate garlic. I think he nearly choked.”

He burst out into rich, deep laughter. Her shoulders relaxed. Maybe this could work, after all.

“Garlic for vampires,” he sputtered. “You always were the jokester.”

She offered a small smile. “I don’t taste like garlic now.”

“Is that an invitation?”

Avril’s heart thudded violently. “Could be.”

“Let’s see.” He pulled her into his arms and kissed her.

She tasted of hot honey and tangy spice, just like all his dreams. He nearly moaned, feeling her mouth go pliant beneath the subtle pressure of his. Avril trembled as Indigo stroked his tongue inside her mouth. She sighed as she joined in the enticing dance. She brought every dormant sense back to full, raging life.

Avril nipped his lip with a fang. He tasted his blood on her tongue, the rush descending to his loins.

Kissing her felt like being pumped with gallons of adrenalin. Panting, he pulled away, staring at her with wild frustration.

Avril had kicked into life his sleeping vampire. Nothing would satisfy him until he had her naked beneath him, his body buried into hers. His fangs sinking into her neck, drawing her delicious, hot blood.

He reached for his wolf, but now his Draicon half was dormant.

“Indigo?” Her eyes were huge, filled with her own hunger.

Fisting his hands, he struggled for control. They needed to get down to business. Not the business his enthusiastic body wanted.

“What do you want to do with the charm? Hide it?”

Avril recoiled. Then she smiled. “You always were very direct, Indigo. I’ve forgotten how focused you are.”

Not as focused as I want to be, he said silently, devouring her with his eyes. Indigo had to fight from pulling her once more into his trembling arms.

“Hiding it won’t work. It’s safer with you, Indigo.”

She unfastened the necklace and handed it to him.

The temptation of the charm’s power pulled at him like a rope wrapped around his waist. How many nights had he wished Avril was in his bed, his forever? It was a stupid fantasy. Yet the charm made such fantasies come true. If he dared to chant the words.

The legendary Anastasia charm granted one wish to each person. Indigo knew his wish—to have Avril in his arms for the rest of their lives.

Damnit, this was all wrong. He was no better than Victor, desiring to use the charm for personal gain.

He held the charm as if it were a black mamba snake. “I can’t keep this. It’s not intended for me—hell, I’m more Draicon than vampire.”

Her chin lifted in the stubborn tilt he remembered. “You can guard it better than anyone else. You’re the one person who never let me down and you always had more self-control than anyone I know.”

That self-control feels as substantial as paper around you. To placate her, Indigo put on the necklace. She seemed to relax a little.

Alarm filled him as he realized how pale she appeared. He caught her slim wrist in his fingers. “When did you last feed?”

He didn’t mean to make his voice so rough, but habit, and old protective feelings, died hard.

Avril glanced away. “I was in a hurry.”

He swore under his breath. “You’ll stay with me until we figure out a plan. On the condition that you feed.”

Something flickered in her eyes. She put a hand to her throat.

Indigo put on a black leather jacket, shut off the lights and secured the shop. Avril followed him into the cool night, glancing expectantly at him.

“We walk,” he muttered.

How could he explain he didn’t remember how to dematerialize? He’d made the choice to live as Draicon and forget his vampire half. The truth hurt—if he were a full-blooded vampire, Xavier wouldn’t object his mating Avril.

“How far is your home?”

“We’re heading out to find you a decent meal.”

She ground to a halt. “I can’t, Indigo.”

“Bourbon has lots of tourists. Most of them tanked up, so if your preference is nonalcoholic, we can head over to the hotels…”

“I can’t do this,” she said in a low voice. “Besides, don’t you feel it?”

Every cell screamed a warning as he scented the air. It felt tainted and thick with foreboding. Avril looked over her shoulder. “I keep feeling him. I’m sorry, Indigo, for endangering you.”

He grabbed her arm. “I have your back. You need to feed. Not even Victor can stop you and if he tries…”

I’ll demonstrate exactly what kind of wolf I am.

Avril stared at the street. Indigo’s guts tightened.

“Chère, what do you want me to do?” His heart lurched at the stark hunger in her expression.

“I can’t feed from strangers, Indigo. It’s been that way since you left. Can I…will you let me…feed from you?”

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 2

That’s a little over the top, Avril,” Indigo told her. “The end of my world?”

Folding his powerful arms across his chest, her former lover leaned against the wall. Beneath his black T-shirt, Indigo had the muscled bulk of a lion. Faded jeans hugged a taut ass and hard thighs. Silky black curls halfway down his back and deeply tanned skin hinted of his Polynesian, Native American and French heritage. A closely trimmed goatee and mustache framed a full mouth she’d once begged to kiss.

Her first lover, once her dearest friend.

“My world was once yours until your father found out we were lovers. Nice guy, your dad,” he went on. “He told me I’d tainted you. Threw me out.”

She squeezed the Anastasia charm, which held the power to grant one wish to the bearer. Avril remembered the mark on her neck. “I paid a price as well, Indigo.”

“No watching Buffy reruns or late-night raids to the blood bank?”

“Look, I know it’s a shock, seeing me again, and I didn’t mean to rock your world, but I need your help.”

“Last time you asked for my help, I had to change my address.”

Avril turned away. “I’m sorry, Indigo. I thought you were the same so I tracked you here, to find the one person I trusted to keep the charm safe. Guess I was wrong.”

Desperation filled her. She could return to the clan, but what then? Females disdained her. Males left when she entered a room. They refused to feed her or take her blood until the shunning ended next week, so how could she ask them to guard the precious amulet?

Gentle pressure covered her palm. Indigo unfurled her fingers and took the necklace. Oh, his touch felt so good, she wanted to grasp his hand and never let go.

“Chill, Avril. I’m just teasing, chère.” He studied her with a hooded, predatory gaze. “How did you get this?”

The Anastasia charm swung from his fingers like the pendulum of a grandfather clock.

“I took it for safekeeping.”

“You stole it.”

“To keep it safe from Victor.”

A deep growl rumbled from him. She’d made the right choice. Unlike the rest of her clan, Indigo considered his younger half brother, Victor, nothing but dangerous.

Just as the clan reviled Indigo, they revered Victor, the result of a torrid affair between Indigo’s purebred mother and a vampire of distinguished lineage. Indigo had been left in the care of his maternal grandparents for a time while his restless mother lived in New Orleans, returning with Victor in tow. Victor’s father had visited them over the years, impressing even the snobbish Xavier Antoine.

In contrast, while Indigo’s father had been a powerful Draicon werewolf with magick powers, he was still just a werewolf in the eyes of his mother’s vampire clan. Despite being scorned, Indigo had remained with the clan after his mother’s death rather than seeking out his father’s pack, making it clear he did so only because of Avril. He never hid his Changling nature.

When Indigo handed her back the necklace, Avril fastened the chain around her neck. Hunger flared in his gaze as he studied the charm delving between her breasts.

“How did you find me?” he asked.

She shrugged. “Your blood is in my veins. I can find you anywhere.”

The door banged open. The Draicon who had left stormed inside.

“Indigo. Forget to reinforce the shield against Morphs?” asked the Draicon named Gabriel.

“What’s up?”

“A little something something headed this way,” Raphael shot back.

Just then, something dark and foul-smelling barreled forward. Gabriel slammed the door shut and he and Raphael pressed against it.

“Morph. Go out the front,” Raphael ordered.

Indigo thrust Avril behind him. The move startled her. She’d forgotten his fierce protectiveness.

Hinges groaned as the thing on the other side tried to claw its way in. “Leave, Avril. Morphs are afraid of vampires, but I’m not taking any chances with you,” Indigo snapped.

The rattling stopped. Raphael and Gabriel glanced downward.

Shock made her go still. Beneath the door seeped a brown, oozing mass. It flowed like sludge. Avril clapped a hand to her mouth as the smell of decay hit her.

“They shifted into sewer worms. Get back,” Raphael ordered.

He and his brother moved away as the slimy mass wriggled and elongated into a pack of snarling wolves. Saliva dripped from their yellowed fangs. They blinked. Their eyes were black, soulless pits.

“They’re cloning themselves. Avril, run out the front!” Indigo yelled.

Instinctively, talons elongated as fangs exploded in her mouth.

“Dammit, watch it—their blood is acid,” he shot back.

She’d already pounced, slashing at them and vanishing before their blood spurted. Gabriel and Raphael shifted. She drew their clean, fresh scent into her lungs, marking it to differentiate between the invader wolves.

“The only way to kill them is to stab them in the heart.” Indigo waved his arms, and a pair of steel daggers appeared in his palms. He tossed her one.

Aiming for the heart, Avril lunged at one Morph. The burn was agonizing as blood splashed over her fist, but she ignored the pain. The dead wolf collapsed into gray ash.

She, Indigo, Raphael and Gabriel fought with smooth power and hard determination. Soon the invader wolves were dead. Avril set down the dagger, drew in a trembling breath. Never in her clan had she faced such outright enemies. Her family of vampires lived sophisticated, elegant lives and seldom had to fight. Other beings feared vampires.

This fight had been a peek into a different kind of lifestyle—dangerous, and yet exhilarating.

Sweat dappled Indigo’s forehead. The dagger clattered on the floor as he released it. Fury lit his dark gaze as he glanced at her burned hands, already beginning to heal.

“Dammit, I told you to stay back!” he snarled.

“You should know I never listen.”

Indigo was sweating from fear, not for himself, but for her. He was still the same powerful, protective male. No one had cared for her in so long. She’d forgotten what it felt like.

“Indigo, it’s all right. I can take care of myself.”

He shivered as she gently squeezed his arm. “You shouldn’t have to.”

Raphael and Gabriel shifted back, clothed themselves with a hand wave. Raphael studied the Morph ash.

“The host is still out there.” Gabriel frowned. “His scent is different. Not like any Morph I’ve ever encountered. Something else is in there.”

Indigo inhaled the air, seemed to be trying to place the scent, without success.

Raphael tilted his head. “The scent is fading. He’s moving off. Now will you let me reinforce the shield?”

Raphael waved his hands, murmuring a beautiful chant in his low, deep voice. Iridescent sparks floated in the air. It was lovely, and a tingle shot down her spine. Very powerful as well.

“Rafe, Gabe, favor. Beat it,” Indigo told them.

The two Draicon glanced at her and left.

His dark gaze piercing, Indigo turned to her. “Odd coincidence how those Morphs happened to come along just after you did. I want the truth. Who’s chasing you, Avril?”

Seducing the Vampire-chapter 1

This fiction is taking from Silhouette Nocturne Online Read


Crimson droplets welled up from the needle pricking sun-darkened skin. Puzzled by his bloodlust, Indigo Mercier focused on creating the tattoo. An odd tingling warned him something powerful had stirred his sleeping vampire half.

I am Draicon wolf, he silently chanted as he wiped Gabriel’s arm with a clean white cloth.

Sweat dripped down his temples as the tattoo gun whirred. He adjusted the gooseneck lamp and ignored his rising hunger. Indigo hadn’t taken blood in a full century. Dining on his adopted brother was not a good way to start.

“Ow, that hurts,” Gabriel Robichaux pretended to whine.

“Shut up and take it like a man,” asserted Raphael Robichaux.

“I’m a wolf, not a man,” Gabriel shot back.

“Move any more, and you’ll be a wolf with a crooked heart,” Indigo warned. “I told you to ease off the beer. Now you’re bleeding on me.”

Indigo’s New Orleans ink shop was quiet this night, one day before All Hallo’s Eve. He did free tats for the Robichaux family. The Draicon pack, unlike his mother’s vampire clan, would never banish him for an innocent love affair.

Art came alive beneath his skilled fingers as he inked Gabe’s strong right bicep. He thought about his own tattoo, a symbol of his shattered past, and Avril Antoine.

Daughter of his former clan’s leader, Avril was a pureblood vampire. Indigo had taken her blood and virginity a full century ago. Xavier, Avril’s father, had banished him afterward because Indigo was a Changling, a half-vampire, half-Draicon werewolf. Lower class in the vampire hierarchy.

He’d fled to New Orleans and met the Draicon werewolves of Raphael’s pack. They treated him as a brother. He had respect and acceptance.

“Finished.” Indigo stripped off his gloves and tossed them. He disassembled the tattoo gun, cleaned the needle bar and tube and then placed them in the autoclave to sterilize them.

As Gabe and Raphael admired the art, Indigo’s thoughts drifted. Wishes were stupid, and he was a fool. Still…

I wish Avril were back in my arms for just one night.

As the thought faded, a faint sound sent both his werewolf and vampire senses on full alert.

“Intruder. Back room,” murmured Rafe, his nostrils flaring.

Gabriel’s dark eyes flashed amber, signaling his wolf’s emergence. “Not Morph, not human.”

Morphs, former Draicon who turned evil by murdering a relative, could shape-shift into any animal. They killed ruthlessly and absorbed the terrified victim’s dying energy.

Indigo motioned for them to remain. Silent as his wolf, swift as his vampire, he crept to the shop’s back. He picked out a shadow rippling across the floor. His six-foot-seven-inch body moved in a silent tsunami of stealth.

As the shadow moved, Indigo pounced.

Air whooshed from his prey as he straddled the trespasser. Indigo felt luscious curves and his body stirred in instant response. Every sense flared as he inhaled female musk and gardenias. His vampire half responded as fangs erupted in his mouth and his phallus hardened.

It can’t be her, he thought in startled realization. My wishes never come true.

“What the hell do you want?” he rumbled.

A heartbeat of silence passed. Then a soft, melodic voice said, “You, Indigo Mercier. I need you.”

Indigo loosened his grip on the slim wrists he’d pinned down. He levered himself off as if the woman beneath him blazed with fire.

“Avril?”

With a shaking hand, he fumbled for the light switch. Overhead halogen bulbs showed the figure of his sweetest, most forbidden dreams. Avril Antoine stood, her waist-length blond hair spilling down a backside he’d once caressed. All dewy-eyed and still as fresh-looking as if a full century was only yesterday.

“Indigo,” she said softly. “I’ve missed you so much. We have to talk.”

A knot wound tight in his stomach. He paced over to the wall. Not far enough to escape her lovely scent, forget the taste of her full, wet, red mouth. Tight designer jeans and a lacy white shirt accentuated her lush figure. At six feet tall, she resembled a supermodel—with fangs.

She wore a wide velvet choker around her neck. The sight of it enraged Indigo.

His, no, her clan’s symbol of a blood-bonded vampire. Avril fed from only one male.

Possessive instinct roared to claim her. She had been his in the fullest sense of blood and the flesh. No longer.

“This isn’t 1909 anymore. Haven’t you heard of e-mail?” he demanded.

“It’s important.”

He led the way to the tattoo room. As soon as she spotted Raphael and Gabriel, she bared her fangs. Indigo recoiled, remembering how she’d been conditioned to distrust werewolves.

“Draicon. Four-legged fur balls.” She hissed at them.

“Nice batgirl.” Gabriel turned to him. “Old friend of yours?”

“Or enemy?” Raphael studied Avril with a level look.

Indigo’s gaze never left Avril. Beneath her intoxicating scent, he smelled fear.

“Leave,” he told his brothers. “Now.”

The minute Raphael and Gabriel left, Avril ran pale hands across her blanched face. “I forgot how many Draicon live in New Orleans.”

“I’m one. Forget that? How about another little reminder? I’m shunned and if you’re seen with me, you risk banishment yourself.”

As she neared, his body went ridged and tensed for sex. Indigo put space between them.

“I had to come here. You’re the only one I could come to for protection. The only one I trust,” she pleaded.

Confusion and concern collided like his two warring halves. “The only one? What kind of B.S. is this? Since when does Xavier’s cherished daughter need me? You have a legion of vampires who readily kicked me out on my ass to ‘protect’ you.”

“I’m sorry for what happened.” She paused. “Please. I’m not asking for me.”

If he thawed, he was toast, with those sweet violet eyes looking at him that way. Never could resist anything she wanted. Just one bite, Indigo, she’d begged him long ago. I want you to be my first.

“What the hell for, then?”

Avril reached inside her shirt and pulled free a gold chain. Dangling from it was a triangular-shaped crystal pulsing with an eerie blue light.

“This.”

He nearly swallowed his tongue. “The Anastasia charm? It’s bunk.”

“It’s real and so are its powers to make wishes come true. That’s why I need you, Indigo. I need you to protect the crystal before it falls into dangerous hands. Because if it does, your world will cease to exist. And there’s nothing we can do to stop it.”

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Without You ....There Is No ME!!!!!



Come and take my hand and never let go
Lets both hold on until time stops
And let our love forever shine, let it show
Until the stars, clouds and sky drops

You and only you could tame my soul
With the first smile that you gave me
That first glance made me whole
It was all I need to set my pride free

That moment my heart was yours forever
And it has always been beating for you
It will be until the very ends of forever and ever
With the flame you started, burning so true

My life’s never been the same without you
And I’ve lived with your love always inside me
It gave me strength and pulled me through
Your love opened my eyes it made me see


Without you, there is no me

You & Me



you inspire me
you enlighten me
you make me feel
like i have free will
you make my heart beat
like a bee's wing flying in the heat
of a warm summers day
and it makes me say
forever and a day
i want to be your and only yours celeste
because you bring out the best
in me
and make me see
what we might can be
if i can wait
and if its in fate
you are perfect in my eyes
and my words do not hold lies
im tired of games and only want one
and the one i found is the greatest one
you

^^^^^My ProMise ^^^^^



The best things in life are worth fightin' for
The best things in life, they take time
I dream about you walkin' through that door
and one day I know you'll be mine

This is my promise to you
Just keep holdin' on
and baby I'll be true
Until the time is right
I'll be waiting for you

They say that our love is a fantasy
They say that our love isn't real
that it will all end in tragedy
How can they know how we feel?

This is my promise to you
Just keep holdin' on
and baby I'll be true
Until the time is right
I'll be waiting for you

I'm not gonna listen to what they say
I'm not gonna stop loving you
No matter how hard, I'll find a way
don't care what I have to do

So this is my promise to you
Just keep holdin' on
You know I'll be true
Until the time is right
I'll be waiting for you

'til then this is all I can do
This is my promise to you

Monday, November 9, 2009

If YoU LEFT me NoW



If you left me now, don’t know what I would do
This hearts not mine to keep in here,
it now resides with you
Way down deep inside of me,
is right where you belong
Never have I felt like this,
a love this deep and strong

I you left me today, how would I pull through
Don’t know exactly where I’d be,
or what the hell I’d do
You are such a part of me, I can’t imagine this
Living my life all alone,
or without your sweet kiss

And why do I love you,
this much and in this way
It’s all those little things you do,
think about, and say
Befriended and endeared to me,
like no one ere before
Keeps me coming back to you,
and keeps me wanting more

You know that I am trusting,
you with my tender heart
I’ve trusted you completely dear,
right from the very start
This has gone now way too far,
already too damn late
My heart’s completely tied to yours,
and to our common fate

If you are not real serious,
or of this dream not ready
Or if my heart’s not big enough,
or your compass isn’t steady
Break my aching heart right now,
damn, break it plum in two
Cause it’s not fair to let me keep,
this growing Love for you

ProMiSeS


you were my boyfriend

you were my bestfriend

we were so great together

you promised to love me forever

you promised their was no one to take my place

you promised to give me my space

you promised to be there when i needed you

you promised to take care of me too

but, you kept pushing me to the end

always replacing me with your friends

until we have totally grown apart

didnt you know it would break my heart

now we are two different

people in the same spot

pretending to be something we know were not

we always kiss and hug

just like we are still in love

we both know its not the same

there is no one here to take the blame

i just need someone to get me through it

i don't have many friends like you to do it

i'm glad your still here to listen

just someone to give me their attention

but we have tryed so many times before

now it feels like someone has closed that door

maybe someday we will try another first date

hopefully by then it wont be too late

i will love you till the end of time

but i might not be here

when you make up your mind

Friday, November 6, 2009

Your scores....

NOW MAKE A NOTE OF YOUR SCORES AND THEN....

1. a)2 b)5 c)4 d)3 e)7 f)0 g)1 h)6

2. a)2 b)5 c)4 d)3 e)7 f)1 g)6

3. a)0 b)1 c)6 d)5 e)3 f)4 g)2

4. a)2 b)3 c)4 d)1

5. a)1 b)2 c)3 d)4 e)5 f)6

6. a)5 b)1 c)3 d)2 e)4

7. a)6 b)0

8. a)2 b)1 c)3 d)4 e)0

9. a)1 b)3 c)4 d)2 e)2 f)1

10. a)6 b)2 c)1 d)3 e)4 f)5 g)2 h)7 i)7 j)4 k)7 l)7 m)2 n)1 o)7

IF YOU SCORED 0-12....YOU'RE MOST LIKE BELLA
You're Bella, heroin of the Twilight saga and an average girl who winds up in very unaverage circumstance....
Independent, strong-minded, curious and deep-hearted, you are the lucky girl who Edward loves more that life itself. You can be a but it clumsy and awkward at times, but you;re able to see what's going on around you so much better than most. Enigmatic, charming and bewitching, even when you can't see it you have an incredible power over the opposite sex.


IF YOU SCORED 13-18...YOU'RE MOST LIKE.....ROSALIE
You have elegance, class and beauty- you're Rosalie. Although you can be a touch self-centred and vain at times, your heart is in the right place and your loyalities run deep.

IF YOU SCORED 19-24... YOU'RE MOST LIKE.....ESME
Passionate, loyal and caring, you are the most mature and responsible female figure within the Cullen clan and play a maternal role. Springing from this, you have a nurturing, understanding temperament.

IF YOU SCORED 25-32...YOU'RE MOST LIKE....ALICE
Fun-loving and optimistic, you're the bright light at the centre of the family. You love parties, shopping and make overs and also have the incredible gift of precognition.

IF YOU SCORED 33-39...YOU'RE MOST LIKE...JASPER
You have bucket loads of charisma- you're Jasper Hale. In your human life you were a high ranking soldier and you know both how to flight and how to lead others. Having tasted human flesh at liberty, it's only your unique gift of empathy and self-control that prevents you from dominating and even hurting others.

IF YOU SCORED 40-47...YOU'RE MOST LIKE....CARLISLE
Caring, compassionate but also commanding. You're a natural leader. Your maturity and inner strength serve as a beacon to others.

IF YOU SCORED 48-56 ...YOU'RE MOST LIKE...EDWARD
You can be moody,enigmatic and mysterious but you're also the sexiest vampire ever to walk the plant, so we'll forgive you! Prone to introspection, and very deep others won't always see or understand the real you which can make you feel misunderstood at times. Fortunately there is a perfect partner out there who loves you as deeply as you love her, who whould even give up her humanity to be with you...

Which Twilight character are you most like??



TAKE THE QUIZ BELOW TO FIND OUT WHICH TWILIGHT CHARACTER YOU'RE MOST LIKE....

1. Which character from Twilight do you find the most attractive ?
a) Emmett b) Alice c) Jasper d) Carlisle e) Bella f) Jacob g) Edward h) Esme

2. What would you say is your biggest weakness?
a) I can be self-centred at times
b) I can't always trust myself to do the right thing
c) I can be a bit shallow at times ?
d) My feelings can sometimes overpower me
e) I can be a bit moody and closed off to other people
f) I can be a bit clumsy
g) I can be a bit of a know-it-all

3. If you could have a super-power of special personal quality what would it be?
a) The power to make the people I care about most feel happy
b) Incredible elegance
c) The power to read other people's mind
d) Deep compassion for others
e) The ability to look into the future
f) The power to control other people's emotions and states of mind
g) Loyalty to my loved ones

4. What would you find most difficult to live with if you became a vampire?
a) Nver having children of my own
b) The constant thirst for human blood
c) Never being accepted as normal-no matter what good I do I'll always be a monster..
d) I can't see any problems in being a vampire- I want to be one!!!!!

5.What do you look for in your ideal partner?
a) an independent, intelligent person who knows their own mind
b) someone strong
c) someone caring and loving
d) someone easy to get along with
e) someone loyal who'll always be there for me
f) someone who will accept me for who I am , no matter what they discover about me

6. What's your favourite hobby?
a) listening to music
b) reading
c) i don't really have any major hobbies....
d) shopping
e) doing what i can to help other people out

7. What's ur gender ?
a) male b) female

8. Your favourite way to style your hair is ;
a) long and wavy b) straight c) short & style d) it takes care of itself
e) in a ponytail

9. How would you describe your style and look ?
a) simple-maybe a bit tomboyish
b) slick, smark and sophisticated
c) effortlessly cool and stylish
d) a bit of a goth
e) i don't really have a look

10. Finally, if you could sum yourself up in one word, what would it be?
a) compassionate b)vain c) clumsy d) maternal e) trendy
f) charismatic g)envious h) well-mannered i)intelligent k)misunderstood
l) creative m) envious n) headstong o) moody

Seducing a vampire--another new fic....

The Synopsis....

Banished by his mother’s vampire clan a century ago after a liaison with the clan leader’s pureblood daughter, half-wolf, half-vampire Indigo Mercier has made a new life for himself as part of the Draicon wolf pack. Now, Avril Antoine haunts only his most forbidden dreams—until one night she appears, seeking his protection!

Avril has endured her own punishment for her affair with the Changling. But with the Anastasia charm—a crystal with the power to grant wishes—about to fall into the wrong hands, she can trust only one to guard it with his life: Indigo Mercier!

New Fic-Wishful thinking -20

Rob was standing in the lobby. He snapped his cell phone shut, amazement widening his sapphire eyes. "I don't believe it," he said.

"I know." I glanced at the closed doors to the theater. We'd missed the beginning of auditions. I wondered who would play Professor Harold Hill opposite Carmen. I didn't really care.

"I can't believe Randolph called me back," Rob said. "Not after I blew him off a month ago."

"I guess he really wants you."

"Us," he said, putting enough emphasis on the word that my breath came short. "He wants us."

Before I knew what was happening, Rob closed the distance between us. His arms folded around me, pulling me close, and I realized that I'd missed him even more than I thought I had. I could hear his heartbeat, strong and steady, and I tried to remember how many times we'd stood like that, how many times I'd felt our breathing match, how many times we'd started to laugh at the exact same instant.

How many times he'd kissed me with so much heat I thought my knees would buckle.

His fingers were tangled in my newly luxurious hair when I forced myself to step back, to look him in the eye. "What about Carmen?"

A flicker of doubt flirted with his lips before he frowned. "I don't know what I was thinking. I was angry with you. Confused. I'd wanted you to be happy for me, to support me—"

"I should have—" I started to explain, but he cut me off with another kiss. When we could speak again, I said, "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, too."

I consciously changed the topic. "I can't believe they want us out there by Wednesday."

"Your father will throw a fit."

I smiled. "I don't think so. Somehow, I don't think this will be such a surprise to him."

Rob glanced at the closed theater doors. "Ready to get out of here?"

I didn't want to be the voice of reason, but someone had to be. "How will Carmen get home?"

Rob shrugged. "She'll grab a ride with someone. She's friends with half the world."

"The male half," I said. The words slipped out before I could stop myself.

Rob cupped my face with his palm. "You know, Carmen and I were just friends."

"Yeah, right." My glib denial hurt, but not as much as I expected it to.

"Seriously. I knew early on that she was never going to be the woman for me."

"When?" I asked, curious despite myself.

"The first night I tried to get her to eat a Tower of Love sundae. She said coffee ice cream was disgusting with the strawberry and pineapple. And she hates whipped cream."

I laughed, even as my stomach rumbled with hunger. "Hey, let's go raid the freezer at Mephisto's! A Tower of Love would make a perfect breakfast."

Rob pulled me close as we stepped outside, and his whisper was for me alone: "As you wish."

THE END

New Fic-Wishful thinking -19

"It's about time," Jaze grunted.

He was a farmer. His plaid shirt was obscured by faded coveralls, and his John Deere cap had been green sometime in the distant past. His hands were huge. Fresh dirt was creased into his knuckles, rubbed into the tattooed flames that burst beneath the frayed cuff of his sleeve. Deep ruts set off his eyes, as if he spent most of his time outdoors, in the sun. Bits of straw glinted in his hair.

I wondered if he'd been practicing for his time in the Garden. Somehow, I didn't think so. The place he'd described in that field of nothingness seemed much more refined.

I shrugged. Jaze, and his farm, and his Garden weren't going to be my concern much longer. "I've chosen my fourth wish," I announced.

"You sure rushed that. Just in time for the kale harvest." I thought he was being sarcastic, but I wasn't sure. I didn't know the growing season for kale. "Well, go ahead! Think I'm going to stand here till the cows come home?"

I knew less about dairy farming than I did about raising kale.

But what was I waiting for?

I raised my chin and looked steadily at Jaze. "I wish that Gerry Randolph would cast both Rob and me in his New York production of New Day Dawning."

I was taking a risk. The play might flop. Rob and I might never regain our familiar footing. I might hate leaving the Twin Cities, abandoning my father and my sisters and the only home I'd ever known.

But it was time to take a risk. What I had wasn't working.

"Yup, that's a good one." Jaze raised one mammoth hand to scratch his neck before he narrowed his eyes. "That's your last, you know."

"I know."

He cocked his head to one side, and a sliver of straw spiraled to the floor. "You're sure?"

"I'm positive."

"All right, then." He took a step back, shifting his right hand to capture his fleshy earlobe. "As you wish," he said, and he tugged hard, twice.

Once again, I felt the electric shock that had announced Jaze's arrival. Once again, the air filled with lights. Once again, I blinked. But this time, I opened my eyes to find my genie gone.

I raised my tingling fingers, only to discover that my shadowy tattoos were missing as well.

My days of debating about magic were over. I stared at my transformed self in the bathroom mirror and wondered why I didn't feel more of a loss.

In the silence, my cell phone buzzed in my pocket. I'd set it on vibrate so that I wouldn't disrupt the Silent Stage audition. I fished it out and stared at the unknown 212 phone number.

This was it.

"Kelly Reilly," I answered.

A woman's nasal voice twanged, "Hold the line, please, for Gerry Randolph."

My heart started pounding as I waited for the famous producer to invite me to my future.

New Fic-Wishful thinking -18

I almost didn't recognize Carmen. Her hair was piled on top of her head in a prim bun. She wore some sort of shapeless broadcloth blouse, tucked into a hideous ankle-length skirt that looked like a refugee from the seventies. Her limpid eyes blinked behind granny glasses.

She was the very embodiment of Marian the Librarian.

And it wouldn't matter that her speech lilted with a Venezuelan accent. Not for Silent Stage.

Of course, she saw me immediately. She dragged Rob over so that she could deliver a cosmopolitan kiss on each cheek. "Cara," she purred, after I stammered out a greeting. "Will you excuse me? I see an old friend."

Her smile was flawless as she darted over to the director. Rob and I watched her fall into animated conversation with the man who would decide our theatrical fates.

"Hi," I finally said to my once-beloved, when the awkwardness had become thick enough to cut with my father's meat cleaver.

"Hi," he said.

Twenty years of constant chatter, and we were reduced to this.

"There aren't a lot of auditions these days," Rob finally said.

"No. There aren't."

Sheesh. If I were a director, I'd throw both of us out, for being the most stilted, uncomfortable couple in the history of American theater. Not, um, that we were a couple anymore. I didn't know what we were.

"You look great this morning," Rob managed, and I couldn't help but beam. "Did you cut your hair?"

No! I wanted to scream. It's twelve inches longer. By magic! So much for wooing him back with my perfect, genie-created body. What a stupid idea that had been.

And that's when I realized what I had to do.

Dad had intended to help me when he'd passed along Jaze's lamp. He'd meant to get me through a rough patch, to comfort me when Rob went to New York as a brilliant theatrical success.

But Dad wasn't responsible for the wreck I'd made of things. Truth be told, Jaze wasn't either. And Rob was totally innocent; he'd just been caught in the magical backlash.

I could fix things. Now. Before they got any worse.

"I'll be back in a sec," I said. Rob nodded. He knew that I always had to go to the bathroom before auditions. Rob knew everything about me.

I saw the relief on his face. He was being spared more of our horrible, awkward conversation.

Fortunately, the bathroom wasn't occupied when I got there. Everyone else was waiting to strut their stuff onstage. Every woman there was wasting her time, though. Carmen was a shoo-in.

But that didn't matter now.

Nothing mattered, except making my fourth wish.

I raised my hand in the flickering fluorescent light, studying the almost-invisible flames on my fingertips. What would happen to them, after I called Jaze for the last time?

There was only one way to find out.

I pressed my fingers together and said my genie's name.

New Fic-Wishful thinking -17

A week later, no one had noticed the change.

Sure, I'd caught Drew leering at me when I carried plates in and out of the kitchen. But I'd come to realize that he gave every woman a complete appraisal, his attention always lingering on her chest. He didn't seem to care what he saw—melons, oranges, or eggs. Fried. He just enjoyed the view.

No, I was the only person who seemed aware of my transformation. I was the only one who noticed how hard it was to keep long fingernails clean. I was the only one who realized I'd purchased an entire aisle of hair-care products at Target. I was the only one who skimmed through People, obsessing that heavy eyebrows would come back. I was the only one who smiled, then became self-conscious about my blindingly white teeth.

Over and over, I caught myself waiting for Rob to say something. After all, he'd been the first person to buy me caramels after my braces came off. He'd given me ladybug earrings to replace my gold piercing studs. He'd found a floppy hat for me on a spring break beach trip when my highlights turned out a little too…high.

But he didn't say a word about my new body.

I suspected that the silence was a side effect from Jaze's magic, like my inability to talk about the genie. No one could realize that I'd transformed overnight, or the cat would be out of the magical bag.

It didn't matter, I told myself. I hadn't made the changes for anyone else. For Rob. I'd made them for myself. To bolster my self-confidence. To make me happier.

I didn't really believe that. But I felt marginally better than I would, admitting I'd made a mistake with yet another wish.

Matters weren't helped by the fact that autumn was the slow season for auditions. It was too late for Christmas plays and too early for summer froth. Every theater in town seemed to be scaling back their casts.

On the one hand, that was great for Mephisto's. Dad had his pick of hapless actors to hire as his restaurant business burgeoned. But for me, and my hopes of advancing my professional career? Not so great.

I finally found a show to try for. Silent Stage was new to me, but they'd received a fair amount of press for their creative productions. The company mounted shows without spoken words, music or any other aural trappings.

I couldn't imagine what they were going to do with The Music Man. But I had to try. I had to land some role.

I made it down to the theater with plenty of time before the audition actually began. I was nursing an oversize coffee and giving myself the pep talk of my life. Marian the Silent Librarian was exactly what I needed to turn around my luck. I'd almost convinced myself.

But then Rob walked through the theater door. With Carmen.

New Fic-Wishful thinking -16

I didn't wait until I got home. Instead, I tugged on my winter coat and hurried out to my car. The temperature had dipped well below freezing on this late October night, and my breath fogged up my window as soon as I slammed the door closed. I was so furious, I barely felt the chill. I squeezed my thumb and forefinger together. "Jaze!"

I was used to it by now—the glitter of magic dust, the swirl into a human shape. I barely blinked as I registered the outfit du jour: an Arctic explorer. Jaze wore a bubblegum-pink parka, and her matching moon boots barely fit in front of the passenger seat. She took off massive goggles and said, "You rang?"

"I wish I had a perfect body," I snapped.

Silence.

"Did you hear me? I wished for a perfect body."

"Oh!" Jaze exclaimed. "You're serious? I thought you were joking."

"Ha-ha." I was in no mood for games.

"No one agrees on what makes a body perfect."

I thought about Carmen Rodriguez, eating my sundae. I pointed at my perfectly average chest and said, "Let's start with some double-Ds."

"On your frame?" Jaze's laugh only tossed fuel on my rage.

"Don't tell me—"

"It's like outfitting a sled for the Iditarod," she said with exaggerated patience. "If you start with a lightweight frame, you can't expect to pack on—"

"I am not a sled!"

Wow. I hadn't realized how loud echoes could be inside a Ford Focus.

As soon as my ears stopped ringing, I said, "And before you share any more nifty analogies, I need to lose about fifteen pounds."

"Anything else?"

"My hair needs to be longer. Twelve inches, I guess. With waves, extra body." Jaze nodded. "And my eyebrows need to be waxed." Why go to a salon, when I had a genie at my beck and call? "And my teeth. Can you bleach them?"

"How about fingernails, while we're at it?"

"Great idea! I've always wanted long fingernails."

"Of course," Jaze said, rolling her eyes.

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"A lot of men find long fingernails attractive. Brings out the animal in them." She growled suggestively.

"I'm doing this for myself," I protested. "I deserve to be happy."

"And this perfect body will obviously make you very happy."

"Yes!" I wasn't going to let Jaze talk me out of this. It might be cheating to force Rob to love me, but I was allowed to be noticed, right? Especially with Carmen sucking all the air out of Mephisto's. "Come on, Jaze. You're the one who wants to get into your precious Garden. I'm ready to make my wish."

"All right, then. No skin off my nose." She stripped away a mitten and found the tip of her earlobe. She stared at me, her eyes asking a silent question.

"Do it!" I said.

"As you wish." Jaze tugged, and my body was folded into a blanket of sparkling lights.

New Fic-Wishful thinking -15

Two weeks later, I was no closer to making my two remaining wishes. I was just too busy to concentrate on what my genie could do for me.

Determined to carve out a theatrical life independent of Rob's, I'd gone to two auditions. One was for a production of Anna Karenina. When I found out it was a children's theater production, I left. I couldn't imagine how they were going to stage the tempestuous affair, much less the train wreck of an ending.

By contrast, the other show was Alice in Wonderland. I quickly discovered, though, that the director wanted to build an adult audience for the classic—and he was going to do that by having us all perform in the nude. I ducked out before the Red Queen could shout, "Off with his head!"

So much for my flourishing independent theater career.

At least business at the restaurant was busier than ever. As Rob had predicted, David Golden's review was a rave.

Dad wasted no time hiring extra staff, all actors. I knew most of the folks, but one guy was new to me: Drew Myers. Drew's tousled hair was dark blond, brightened by perfect golden streaks. His dark brown eyes sparked with green highlights. He was gorgeous, and funny, and easy to be around.

And he was dumb.

He forgot half his orders before he got a chance to write them down. He auctioned off food at the tables, not even attempting to remember who had requested what. He was zealous about keeping glasses full, but he regularly topped off diet pop with regular, and vice versa.

I quickly realized that Drew wasn't going to last in Mephisto's hectic atmosphere. But he was fun to look at, while he stuck around.

I wish that I could have written off Carmen Rodriguez as easily.

Carmen's thick black hair and creamy complexion made heads turn. Her lilting Venezuelan accent cajoled customers into supplementing their orders; she sold more appetizers and desserts than the rest of us combined. She wore her jeans tight and her T-shirts tighter, and she made sure that she reached across male customers' tables early and often. As if to prove that the universe is never fair in distributing its gifts, Carmen was a genius as well. She had a master's degree from Yale Drama.

All of which I could have ignored. After all, Carmen was just a coworker. She'd stay at Mephisto's for a while, and then she'd land a starring role in some blockbuster play.

Or so I thought. Until I stepped into the kitchen after one particularly long night spent correcting Drew's countless mistakes. Until I saw the freezer door standing open in the kitchen. Until I saw a sundae bowl sitting on the counter.

Until I heard Rob say, "I know it sounds terrible, Carmen. But you have to try it! Strawberry and pineapple sauce over coffee ice cream. Bananas, but no nuts. And lots of fresh whipped cream."

New Fic-Wishful thinking -14

One moment, we were standing in my apartment.

The next, we were nowhere.

Nothingness stretched as far as I could see. I glanced down, and my bare feet were planted on a colorless floor. The air wasn't hot, wasn't cold, but goose bumps rose on my arms.

"Jaze?" I called out, my voice quavering.

His voice came from behind me. "Over here, silly!"

I whirled to face him. I was strangely relieved to find that he still wore his linen robe, that his towel still hung around his neck, slightly askew. At least my genie hadn't transformed into something hideous and unknown in this bizarre place.

Jaze curled his hands around something in front of him, invoking the presence of a fence with the most perfect bit of mime work I'd seen since a theater workshop Rob and I had completed in college. "Ah, the lilacs are out! Don't they smell wonderful?"

If he was pulling my leg, I wasn't in any sort of mood to play along. "Jaze, I don't smell a thing."

"Damn!" He turned to face me. "I thought that maybe, just possibly, you were one of the Perceptives."

I shook my head. "I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about."

He sighed. "You know that genies can grant wishes." I nodded. "Genies who grant enough wishes are rewarded with a trip to the Garden." He waved at the empty space behind him. "It's beyond this fence, just through this iron gate. A tiny fraction of the humans we serve are able to perceive the Garden. They can hear the nightingales, smell the freesias, feel the sunlight dappling through the trees. They can truly understand why we genies work so hard to grant wishes. To get inside."

And, for just a moment, I did understand.

Oh, I still couldn't see the flowers. For all the birdsong I heard, the Garden might have been stocked with off-key crows. We could have been surrounded by cardboard, if my nose was any guide.

But I heard the pure longing in Jaze's voice. The desire. The uncomplicated love that he felt for the Garden, for life beyond those invisible iron posts.

There were rules, of course. Jaze couldn't take shortcuts. He needed to grant all of his wishes before he could enter.

And I couldn't take shortcuts with Rob. I couldn't force him to love me; even Jaze, wanting to get into the Garden, thought that was a terrible idea. And he was right. I'd never trust Rob, never know if he stayed with me because I'd bound him through magic.

Jaze said, "I brought you here because I thought you might be Perceptive."

I shook my head. "Sorry," I said, smiling ruefully. "Not the way you mean."

He sighed and looked over his shoulder. "I don't suppose I can convince you to make two other wishes? Really quickly?"

"Not yet." I shook my head, but I vowed that I would figure out what was worth wishing for. Really quickly.

New Fic-Wishful thinking -13

With or without me.

Those words ran through my head the entire evening shift. The entire drive home. The entire time that I stood beneath a steaming shower, washing away the scent of burgers and fries and onion rings.

The more I repeated those four words, the more I realized that Rob hadn't actually been talking about his success in theater. He and I could work out professional goals. We could figure out ways for him to achieve his theatrical dreams.

No. Rob was questioning me. Us.

For the first time since we'd started fighting, I truly understood. Rob didn't know if he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me.

I'd thought that pushing him down the playground slide had bound us together for life. He wasn't convinced. Hadn't been convinced, despite high school homecoming. Despite college graduation. Despite two years in the outside world.

He didn't know if he loved me.

Without making a conscious decision, I tugged my terry bathrobe tighter around my waist. I straightened the towel that bound my hair, pressed my thumb and forefinger together and called out, "Jaze!"

This time, he was a clean-cut lawyer, freshly shaven, wearing a navy pinstriped suit and carrying a briefcase. As soon as he saw my robe and towel, though, he giggled in a most unlawyerly way and exclaimed, "Oh, goody!"

He tugged twice on his ear, and the courtroom attire was replaced by a robe of sumptuous white linen. A snowy towel draped around his neck like a terry cloth cravat. "Ready for a sauna, girlfriend?"

"Jaze, cut it out. I don't want to play your games."

He cocked his head to one side. "Really? What do you want?"

I sighed. "I want Rob to love me. You can do that, can't you? Grant my wish and make him love me forever?"

"Stop right there!" Jaze held up a hand, as if he were conducting traffic on Lovelorn Freeway. "I don't usually say this to a human, so listen carefully—that would be a terrible wish to make."

I was astonished by his vehemence. "Why?"

"Been there, done that, girlfriend. You'll end up hating yourself. And him. And me."

"It seems like such a simple solution!"

He shook his head so hard, I thought his towel was going to fall off. "It isn't. If it were simple, I'd let you make it, and I'd be one step closer to the Garden."

"Garden? What are you talking about?"

He sighed. "I thought you were on such a roll, I wasn't going to have to tell you about it." He muttered to himself, "Two wishes in twenty-four hours…I figured we'd be done in record time. You'd be happy, and I'd be that much closer to the Garden. But no. You stall out, two wishes down. Goodbye, Garden!"

"I have absolutely no idea what you're talking about."

Jaze raised buffed fingertips to his earlobe. "Brace yourself. It's easier to show you, than to tell."

New Fic-Wishful thinking -12

"What's wrong?" I asked, concern fogging my voice.

Rob sighed. "You're going to take this the wrong way."

"No, I won't. I promise." When he stayed silent, I settled a hand on his arm. "Rob, we talk to each other, right? We're boyfriend-girlfriend."

Whoops.

Technically, we were still broken up.

Sure, he'd given me the kiss of my life, the afternoon before. And we'd just proven that we could work as a team, in front of the most demanding audience in the world. But he cringed when I said those stupid two-syllable words.

"Come on, Rob! Am I the only one who takes twenty years of dating seriously?"

Again, with the sighing. And the hand through his curls. And those incredible eyes blinking. "That's the thing, Kel. It's all too serious."

"What do you mean?"

"Everything I say, everything I do, it's all loaded with too much meaning. We serve a customer, and it's make-or-break for Mephisto's. I kiss you, and it's like I'm proposing. I worry about what to say to you, every single word. It's too serious. Too hard. I want things like they were before we fought. Before Randolph offered me the play, before I changed my mind."

"But we've always made serious decisions together, without any problem. We decided to go to the U together! We decided to live a block apart from each other. We've balanced our audition schedules, rehearsal calendars, even our shifts here at the restaurant!"

He refused to look at me. Instead, he spoke to his beat-up Converse All-Stars. "Don't you see? We avoid the difficult stuff. If we really trusted each other, trusted our relationship, wouldn't we have tried different schools? Or wouldn't we have moved in together, instead of keeping separate places? Wouldn't we have let our careers move ahead, without worrying about who has the lead in every single production?"

I was stunned. His questions made sense. I understood what he was asking, what he was saying.

But I disagreed, with my entire body, mind and soul.

We hadn't done those things precisely because we were right for each other. Because we belonged together. Because we didn't have anything to prove to anyone. To ourselves.

Except, now we did.

The silence stretched, and I finally said, "What did you mean just now? What's the one thing wrong about Golden reviewing Mephisto's?"

Rob still talked to his shoes. "He's going to say it's amazing. You know that. And the place will be busy again, busier than it's ever been before. And you and I will work harder than we ever have before. And a year from now, two years from now, five, I'm going to look back and say I was the best damned waiter Minneapolis ever saw."

He finally looked at me. "That's the problem. I don't want to be a waiter, Kelly. I want to be an actor. With or without you, I want to—I need to—succeed in the theater."

New Fic-Wishful thinking -11

I'd expected restaurant success the moment that Jaze said, "As you wish." I thought that I would walk into a full dining room the next afternoon, that Dad would have hired a dozen actors to wait on full tables, to manage the line of eager patrons that already stretched halfway around the block.

Not exactly.

The restaurant looked the same as ever as I tied an apron around my waist. Dad was back in the kitchen. Rob was making himself busy in the Shakespeare Room, obviously still avoiding me.

Same old, same old.

Until I seated David Golden.

The David Golden. Restaurant critic for the Minneapolis Star Tribune.

I smiled and led him to our best table. He ordered an Angry Planet Pale Ale. After a quick study of the menu, he asked for a burger, bacon and Swiss, and a side of sautéed mushrooms.

I barely made it back to the kitchen before squealing in excitement. Rob looked up from the plates he was balancing on one forearm. "What?"

"David. Golden. Out. There. Now."

My father clattered a basket into the deep fryer. "In my dining room? This I've got to see!"

"You can't!" Rob and I said at the same time.

"Just cook up your best burger." I said. "Give him fries and onion rings."

Dad nodded and settled into his role. He didn't dig in the back of the fridge, seeking out perfect mushrooms. He didn't slice into a new brick of cheese. He didn't hand-pick strips of bacon.

He just cooked. Like he always did.

When I turned back toward the dining room, Rob was waiting for me. "Ready?" I asked.

He nodded.

I ducked behind the bar and pulled Golden's beer, making sure that it had a perfect head of foam. Rob stopped by the critic's table with a flawlessly casual greeting, setting down fresh bottles of ketchup and mustard, adding extra napkins.

I gathered up some of the magazines that Dad kept behind the bar for slow afternoons. Pasting on my best stage smile, I approached and asked, "Would you like something to read while you wait?" I thought that Golden's twitching eyebrow was a gesture of approval.

Like magic, everything fell into place.

Dad's burger looked like a work of art and smelled like heaven. Every fry, every onion ring had a perfect golden glow. The tables next to the critic remained open, giving him peace and quiet to enjoy his meal.

And enjoy, he did. He polished off every bite—every crumble of bacon, every fry and onion ring. He ate with the gusto of a man who has a standing appointment with his personal trainer.

Golden paid in cash, leaving behind a twenty percent tip. As the door closed behind him, I realized that Rob and I were standing next to each other, side by side, close enough that I could feel the heat from his body. I felt calm. Accomplished. Victorious.

Rob sighed and said, "There's only one thing wrong."

New Fic-Wishful thinking -10

This time, I braced myself for whatever identity Jaze adopted. I hardly blinked as I summoned my genie, pressing my fingers together, calling out his, her, whatever's, name. I was prepared for the swirling colors. I was braced for the coalescence into a living, breathing apparent-human.

And I barely skipped a beat when I realized Jaze was getting in touch with her feminine side. Her very feminine side. That leather corset would have had trouble covering up her…assets, even if it didn't have those slashes that bared her rib cage. Fishnet stockings had to leave her legs freezing in the October wind. At least she had a blanket of tattoos to cover her exposed flesh—she sported so much ink, I barely recognized the flames around her wrist.

I wasn't sure if she was supposed to be a street walker or a refugee from some downtown nightclub, but I was determined not to let her appearance derail our conversation. "I'm ready to make a wish," I announced.

She tossed her mane of dyed black hair out of her eyes, pausing to pick something from between her teeth, using one of her scarlet talons. "I'm all ears."

Well, that was obviously a lie. Jaze obviously had a lot more than ears.

For some reason, I felt like I needed to justify myself. "I know I got in trouble with my last wish because I was being selfish. But I really did mean to help someone else. To help Rob."

I swallowed hard, determined not to think about the restaurant shift I'd just finished, the longest eight hours of my life. Rob had said nothing all night long. Well, nothing of consequence. He told me when I picked up his black-and-blue burger for table seven by mistake. And he let me know we were out of Cold Spring.

But he certainly didn't mention the kiss that we'd shared in the kitchen.

I shuddered, determined not to think about that as our last kiss.

Grimly, I pulled myself back to the conversation at hand. "I want to do something for someone else."

Jaze's sharp features twisted into a grin. "Any particular someone?"

I nodded. "My father."

My genie's eyes slitted with the shrewd suspicion of a hooker—or a party girl, for that matter. "Giving up on your boyfriend?"

"No!" My shout was loud enough to surprise us both. "I—I just need a little time to patch things up there."

"Patch," Jaze said with a leer, and I didn't even want to think about whatever she was imagining. "Uh-huh."

"Look, I'm ready to try this wishing thing again, okay?"

"Oh, yes," Jaze said with a suggestive wriggle. "I'm yours to command." She was a hooker. Definitely.

I'd thought this wish through. I'd measured out the implications. I wasn't going to get blindsided, the way I had the first time. "I wish that Mike's Bar and Grill would become the most successful restaurant in the theater district."

New Fic-Wishful thinking -9

I had just dumped the entire ice cream, syrup and whipped-cream mess in the industrial-depth sink when my father came back to the kitchen. I tried to pretend that I wasn't crying, but he knew me too well.

Silently, he tore off a length of paper towel and passed it to me. I continued lying to myself, pretending that the sound of running water could drown out my sobs. Ever the good father, Dad didn't contradict me. Instead, he waited until I was ready to wipe my eyes, to blow my nose, to return to some semblance of normalcy.

"Dad?" I croaked like a dying frog.

"Hmm?" He busied himself with setting up his cooking station, laying out plates, checking the temperature of the fat in the fryer.

"What did you use your wishes for?"

Aha! Jaze's magic didn't keep me from asking my father about the genie. He was already in on the secret.

Dad topped off a massive pepper grinder, taking a long time to screw the gadget back together. When he finally looked at me, his jaw was set, stubborn with the same determination I'd often seen in my own mirror. "Some things should be kept private, Kelly."

I thought about my mother, halfway across the country after she'd discovered that she preferred living on an Oregon commune to raising four girls in Minnesota. I thought about my younger sisters, making their own ways through the jungle of the Twin Cities theater scene.

When had Dad made his wishes? How long had he kept Jaze's lamp a secret, waiting to pass it on to me? Years? Months? Only a few days?

I sighed and fished my notepad out of my apron. I might as well see if we had any customers. Dad wasn't going to say anything more about our genie.

But I was wrong.

"If I had one wish left…" He sighed.

I whirled to face him before he could let the thought drift away. "Yes?" I prompted.

"I didn't get around to asking for help with the restaurant. Business was fine, back when I was making wishes—I never thought about asking Jaze for help here. But now, with the economy the way it is… I worry about staying open. And I worry about keeping jobs available for all you actors around town."

"Oh, Dad," I said, giving him a quick hug. He'd always had a soft spot for us idiots foolish enough to pursue theater as a career. Nearly all of my acting friends had survived on a Mephisto paycheck at one point or another.

He sighed and flashed me his famous devilish grin. "So, how many wishes do you have left?" He obviously wanted to change the subject.

I glanced at the door to the dining room, knowing that Rob was waiting out there. Rob, who had taken the brunt of my first ill-planned wish.

"Three," I said with firm resolve. "But I think I know what to ask for next."